reruns…

Somehow…I now believe in the saying "HISTORY repeats itself"

reposting from the archives of my very first blog..circa 2005

THE GRANDideation

It is true. we are bound to be aimless at some point after you have marched out of the portals of your alma mater.right now i don't even know what i feel.. mixed emotions? there's no such thing. we should know better.. i should know better but oh well for some unexplained phenomena.. it has sunk in.. what am i to do? what is next?i am left to procrastinate for the rest of my summer.. thinking of god knows what.. but hell at least i'll have a break.. for 3 consecutive summers.. i've been working my ass off just to catch up for the one semester sabbatical that was not voluntary but mandatory..

the grand ideation blues..i mean post-grad trauma has finally set it.. there's no regrets. i had fun. i had a superb time while in college..it was truly the worst and best of times…i actually feel lucky i had chosen my course instead of moping for not making it in the quota of the course i was supposed to take..

but right now, at this point, i'm no doubt overwhelmed by sadness. i know its not the end but instead a beginning.. but to hell with this cliche. it is the start of facing the problem of unemployment and the grim truth that i am of legal age therefore i am capable of doing crazy things like get married, and face the fact that i will be a tax payer once i get a decent job..

the truth does hurt. so here i am stuck with this lump in my throat.. i have to admit i am quite scared.. who isn't?

..o0o..

Trying to get a clearer picture of a puzzle.. Same questions.Still searching some answersWhere do we go from here? Which arrow do we choose? Where does our inner compass point to? Are we suppose to follow a straight line or do we take detours?  Which path leads us to the pot of gold or a pile of shit?  But the the ultimate question of the young and underpaid… SINO NGA BA SI KUYA?

Bakit hindi na lang siya mag-audition sa season 3 ng PBB? Bakit? Is she chicken shit?

Abangan sa susunod na kabanata….