welcome to neurosis
November 14, 2007Last night I dreamt that I failed my attempts to flee this rotten hell hole. I failed the interviews and exams. I failed everything. I am stuck forever and ever. What a nightmare indeed!
Today, I am stucked with paperwork and instant errands. My officemate who went ballistic on me yesterday was on leave. Leaving me and the other low-lifes with her responsibilities. Perfect! I can't stop whining. It's really irritating for the dear reader. I know I know. I should do something with my life, other than complaining! But what if this is what I am good at? haha.
Can you just let me self-destruct every once and a while. My weekends are reserved for having a ball and relaxing. So weekdays are for…ranting, raving and rarrring about life and work..and life and work again…
It's a never-ending cycle. If there's an intervention that I need.. I'd opt for tranquilizers because I can't really calm myself. Calm is so not me. I'm a freak of nature. I freak out alot. You can tell me to "goosfrava" all you want but it's just not me at all….I'm not docile or sanquin type..I'm neurotic!
I hate Freud.
