The Walls

I tend to build walls around me. I guess it’s my default defense mechanism. And I find it apalling that I can’t get help it.  Maybe because I’ve been an only child. Maybe because… I am exhibiting autistic tendencies.

I am completely wussing out in certain degrees of interaction. 

At some point, my mental retardation overwhelms me.

Only because, I feel like crap today. Was it the suddenly change of weather? My hormonal imbalance? A sudden longing for a long weekend? A sudden longing to get away from life in the metro? 

This post is just one way of  affirming that I am continiously building walls.

I am loosing touch or maybe it’s just the lack of sleep and the deprivation of tv time.