Ingrata by Default

LOVE: 2009 A.D.

April 26, 2009

Thanks, tootsie. Even gas has a rollback(If indeed you’re talking about prices). hahaha. But if I am heartless, then I…

This is my first 2009 A.D. (2009 After Dark) post, wherein I put  on my pseudo-shrink-coat and talk about anything and everything. How do  this without being to corny or emo or mushy? Hmmmm.I really can’t help but laugh when I say that photo.  LOVE is really a powerful force, it takes you in, sucks all your energy like a vacuum and renders anyone paralyzed unable to even blink. That or you have a a broken-heart syndrome which I really don’t want to be the results of my ECG because really it would be the nail to my proverbial coffin. Anyway, that’s another story.

Have I ever been inlove? Yes. Partially, I think the falling part happened for quite a number of times already. Also, there are different kinds of love - including the s & m part which is something I have to fear because alot of people I know are into it. The love for music,art, books, silly spontaneous crazy ideas, pens, notebooks, writing and movies. Oh it’s giving me a headtrip. I mean isn’t that how love makes you feel. It makes you put on your secret smile–the way you and the object of your affection are the only ones who knows it’s true meaning.

How about reprocity? When you love does that mean you have to be loved back. Not necessarily. Ideally,yes Often times, I hear about love being unconditional. Love that gives and does not wait for a return of investment. Oh how this has been used in movies. You love me at my best, she had me at my worst. Or something like that. See, lots of s & m these days. When you love, expect that you’ll get hurt. Learned that from several forwarded quotes I received for the past few years.  No such thing as euphoria.  Boy, I’m such a nihilist am I not?

All we need is love. Maybe. If we’re not a third world country struggling to get by each day. So yes, love love is a many splendor thing.  But first, love thyself then others will follow. Or something like what the golden rule says: Do unto others and others might just do you. Yes, reprocity. Actually, if we do follow that everybody will have STD. I’m just saying.

Yes, LOVE is a journey of self-discovery and re-discovery. Of knowing and owning your capabilities, your stengths and your weaknesses. But yeah, I’m not here to preach.  I’m the ingrata for crissake.

And so we end another post with a little shameless self-absorption. Coz after all,[click] everyone is lonely. [/click]

Now go out there for another round of group hug. Here’s a random advise: HUG A STRANGER. Let’s spread the love people. 

 


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Previous Comments

Wait lang - wait lang - medyo naloka ako na nagsulat ka ng love post. Wahaha - Aliens, where have you taken the real joyce?!

Posted by Ayliya at April 27, 2009, 2:54 am

alright, alright. I suck at it. hahaha. Wait lang, wala na ba kong karapatan magmahal??? K. shoot me now pls.

Posted by joycerica at April 27, 2009, 7:34 am

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