coat for the day

A true friends stabs you at the front.

-Oscar Wilde- 

surreal!

WARNING: Post may contain uber sappiness. Get a barf bag if you must or stop reading from hereon.

Surreal!I'm switching to fangirl-mode for a while. Last night, we went to EASTWOOD for the launch party of the up and coming artist MIGUEL ESCUETA. Yes, thee MIGUEL ESCUETA that brought us FALLING AWAY and ISIPIN (insert fangirl giggle).  I basically like his music because…well, it's not purely sappy ballad music. He's a good song writer plus he composes he's own music. Although, I haven't bought his album (which is now included in my to-do list, by the way), I still watch out for new videos. So last night, aside from his own songs, he also covered coldplay, and the killers. I love his rendition of  MR. BRIGHTSIDE! It simply brought the house down. What makes MIGUEL ESCUETA different from other artists? I know it's a cliche but I think he keeps it real. He makes music for the love of it. He owns the stage the moment he steps on it. He plays and sings his heart out! Thee end….not!

So what's so surreal about last night?? (Insert music)

"It started out with a kiss,how did it end up like this?" 

 After the show, we went backstage to congratulate him [with Raph and Raph's friends leading the way, of course ].  Up close and personal with Miguel….surreal! We greeted him.He thanked us for coming…and each of us girls got a quick beso.. (here o, in my right cheek..right here). SURREAL!

It just a KISS from the rockstar to a bunch of groupies. I know it sounds shallow and all but yes, keeping my fangirl-mode on..But I "feel" him. This is a dream come true for him (I guess). I'm not taking about the kiss..It's about seeing that people appreciate his music, sing along with the songs he wrote, tag along in his gigs. It's about making fansites or fandoms out of him which makes it all SURREAL. It's all about living and breathing music. Like what my dad used to say "Life without music is a mistake". So to all the rockstar wannabes here's what Miguel has to say :"It's about the ride. If ya ain't enjoying the ride, then it ain't worth the time." (I dunno if it's really him who says it. I just saw it in his multiply site.)

Which now brings me to my finale, watch out for:

 and soon:

We're gonna rock it! Loud and proud. If not in our dreams…in yours…Hahaha…Surreal!! 

Miguel Escueta-Isipin 

southparked!

I used to have all four of those cute south park character key chains Now I only have two of them– STAN and KYLE. CARTMAN was stolen by my high school classmate and KENNY…got lost in a mall. 

I've been southparked!

Almost everyone tells me that I'm a splitting image of my father.

Why God, why? 

if boredom kills….

Temperament

Idealist

You are the quintessential dreamer - spending more time thinking about the possibilities that the world holds for you, rather than your reality. You don't settle for anything less than what you truly desire and you work very hard. You tend to live in every place except the present - you are prone to daydreaming about the future and re-thinking the choices you made in the past. Sometimes you get overly caught up in your thoughts.

Interests

Simple

You are continually pursuing a simpler and less complicated life - you don't allow yourself to fall victim to all of the "should do's" that society continually bombards you with. You are thoughtful about your life choices and think in terms of yourself, others and the world in which we live. You have a great sense that we are part of something much bigger and we must be good to others, if we want others and the world to be good to us.

Amusement

Adventurous

It's a good thing that you are filled with energy and ambitions (that others sometimes find exhausting) because you're continually looking for a new adventure and exciting experience. You struggle with a continual feeling of restlessness which constantly pushes you to the next level of excitement. Once you have accomplished one thing, you are eager to accomplish something more exciting, riskier and distinguishable.

Passion

Romantic

You dream of the perfect companion, lover and partner. Your passions can go from 1 to 100 in mere seconds - when you fall in love, you fall quickly. But you tend to fall out of love quickly too which can leave you feeling empty, disillusioned and unhappy. You don't have to leave your passions behind, but the next time that you fall in love try to move a little bit more cautiously than you usually do. You'll be happier and safer this way.

welcome to neurosis

Last night I dreamt that I failed my attempts to flee this rotten hell hole. I failed the interviews and exams. I failed everything. I am stuck forever and ever. What a nightmare indeed! 

Today, I am stucked with paperwork and instant errands. My officemate who went ballistic on me yesterday was on leave. Leaving me and the other low-lifes with her responsibilities.  Perfect! I can't stop whining. It's really irritating for the dear reader. I know I know. I should do something with my life, other than complaining! But what if this is what I am good at? haha.

Can you just let me self-destruct every once and a while.  My weekends are reserved for having a ball and relaxing. So weekdays are for…ranting, raving and rarrring about life and work..and life and work again…

It's a never-ending cycle. If there's an intervention that I need.. I'd opt for tranquilizers because I can't really calm myself. Calm is so not me. I'm a freak of nature. I freak out alot. You can tell me to "goosfrava" all you want but it's just not me at all….I'm not docile or sanquin type..I'm neurotic!

I hate Freud.